i dont know what to say . .
really dont wish to go skul de ,
but at the same time , got diarrhoea .
sian >.<
i said before ller , nobody uds me .
but i've to say sorry also .
not i want to dua them de luhs .
is like . . the feelings when ue retain ?

learning & doing the same things ?
i really really really really really hate this alot !
damn regret luhs . regret that i did not do well in every exam/test last year .
but this thing is really a big blow to me .
i really wna give up de lehs .
i dont wish to continue studying .
just dont wna disappoint my mother & friends ,
so i at least went skul .
dont know what happen luhs !
just hate my life ! i could just end it anytime .
. . . . . . uhoh , kena depression liao . lols .
okays , im just a sadistic person ,
& nobody knows .
Y there's a big knot in my heart