the war just ended .
the war which starts with scolding then violence & ended with tears .
i dont know what or who makes my sis turned totally different .
past few years , she's a decent & obedient girl ,
but now , she changed so darn ridiculously ! i dont know why .
i've been encouraging her this 2 years ,
she just dont listen . then its okays .
even my mother , father , ahma , uncle , the whole family encouraged her ,
she still dont bother to what all said .
i admit , after the whole family nagged her about not going home / school & so on ,
she did listen , but she just did it for a minute , after that she continues to what she used to do .
not going home / school , talk back to my mother , dont even listens to what my family says .
she talks to them so nicely when it comes to money .
i dont mind waiting for her & being late for school . although i nagged at her every morning .
but at least i see her wearing her uniform , going to school , sitting in class .
i know she doesnt like to study , i know she love to go out with her friends , cos i felt the same way too .
is that she dont even thought about her future , if this continues , i dont know what she's going to get in her future .
she dont know how me & my mother feel , seeing her behaving this way ,
makes our heart really hurt .
i bet she'll feel guilty sometimes , that's only she's trying to prove herself strong .
now , mother suffered with some illness .
cant she just give her hope ?
i really really wish that she would come to her senses & dont let anyone disappoint in her .
maybe someone can tell me what to do ? i.m really going to suffocate .

Y im crossed