rotting at home.
so moodless today, sigh.
havent done my art.. die lah.
must complete the 2 drawings by monday ah.
or else ms du scold again.. LOL.
but my drawings are like.. so gone cased. D:
watching my nice nice show now.. haha.
...

ok, i know im in the very extreme wrong now.
i know his feelngs, i know everything.
everybody, continue blaming me, scolding me.
hit me, kick me, slap me, kill me, whatever..
cos i totally deserves it alright!
i've hurt him now, made myself guilty, disappoint friends around us.
but i know, if we continues, he'll be more hurt.
cos it really gonna end one day.
im really suffocating,
yet im still acting that im so strong, and laughters every where i go.
why i did this? i dont know.
so people, if you dont understand my feelings,
dont pretent to alright?
because its not a happy thing though, infact a big sigh from you.
i hope things would be fine after this misery.
this wont continues forever right?
i really need somebody beside me now.. ):
and limhonghock, i've explained everything to you okays.
dont add on my stress already. can die..

Y This is my final decision, no regrets, but guilty. still, im sorry. ):